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[Aug. 31st, 2009|12:07 am] |
I need to figure my life out. All I've got going right now is this foreign service test in three weeks, which more likely than not I'm going to fail. And even if I pass, I need something to do while waiting for clearance. I'm sick of applying to jobs, I haven't even gotten a rejection letter back in weeks. The last interview I had was over a month ago. I just feel so underqualified for ANYTHING. What I really want is to hear back from the program in Damascus, to get off the waitlist and spend a year back in the classroom, just learning Arabic for the sake of learning Arabic. I haven't been able to do that in so long. Or go to London, get an economics degree that will at least qualify me for SOMETHING. Problem is, I need 13000 pounds, which I don't have. My mother lent the money I was banking on borrowing to my ever-whining aunt, who has now booked three vacations and hired a psychologist instead of trying to pay anything back. And my father seems to think that I'm a lost cause who should just go work as a cashier in a grocery store. Never ming the thousands of dollars of loans I have after attending a "premiere" institution that didn't mention that in the event of a recession, I'd be underqualified for any decent job and overqualified for most of everything else.
Recently, I've having dreams of Paris all the time. And then I spend the day daydreaming of how great it would be to live and work there. I seem to forget that while I was living there, I was dating a guy I could barely stand, was lonely most of the time and didn't even interact with any French people. For some reason, all that easily slips out of my mind, and all I can think of is sipping espresso while watching passerby in the middle of the day, having Colin come to me with flowers and presents whenever we got into a fight, going to art galleries, walking around the Seine, drinking wine on a bridge, just walking around the pretty, empty streets at night...I'd give anything to go back...
I don't even know what's worth spending time on. Should I be trying to apply to underpaid internships at AIESEC? Apply to entry-level jobs in DC? Think about law school? Start applying for a British visa in case I find a way to pay for LSE? Forget about everything, buy a ticket to Chile or Korea and try teaching english? Most of all, I just want to get out of this prison. And the more I try to get out, the guiltier I feel. My mother is willing to put up with anything from me, I've finally realized that she really does have an unrequited love for me. At least I finally feel like no matter what mistakes I make, SOMEONE will be there to lift me up. But at the same time....what the hell am I supposed to do with my life? I'm afraid to waste it away being an office plankton or even worse, rotting in a suburban kitchen, yet I am just as scared of wasting away my youth partying and having fun and then being a 40 year old who hasn't achieved much else and is no longer pretty enough to just get through life on looks and youth alone anymore. Yet every minute spent in contemplation feels like another minute wasted, when I could be doing something to achieve my dreams and goals. But what are my dreams and goals?? That is the question I need to answer, yet cannot. |
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[Aug. 19th, 2009|11:02 pm] |
So I went to NYC for another orals stuyd group today, and was going to meet up with a friend for sheesha, but he ended up having a migraine so I just walked around for a few hours. I found this awesome huge interior decorating store called the Silk Road or something. I wanted to, like, live there. Anyways, the cannopies in section for childrens' rooms looked so cool, and upon closer examination I have decided I could totally make my own. That is going to be my next major project. Besides getting all my shoes fixed and altering half my clothes because they are all so worn out. Ahhhhh how did I get to this?!? Being in New York is the worst, I want to get like every mannequin's outfit at storefronts, expecially the new H&M and Zara collections. But then I think about how who knows where I'll be living in a month, whether I'll even have a job and decide I need the money safe in my bank account. Today, I sent in applications to be a court reporter, russian customer service assistant, and media analyst. This recession is driving me insane!!
Well, on the bright side, I managed to continue my unbeatable record and get my project to be the one chosen to be fully funded during our group exercise today. Perhaps I was meant just meant to be in the foreign service. but then, even if I pass the test, there will be at least 6 months waiting for clearance, and probably more since I have had quite extensive contact with very many foreign nationals. If only someone had warned me about this back when I was 18... |
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[Aug. 17th, 2009|01:16 am] |
I got a new job!!!! Yay! $1900 to translate a 171-page Russian book in 4 weeks. The guy who hired me doesn't know this, but this is my first actual translating job! He thinks I'm a freelance professional....hopefully, he's not too dissatisfied. Andddd now I have a reason to go to Starbucks/Borders every day....although so far no cute guys or interesting people. This is suburbia, after all. The scary part is, I used to go study in Borders all the time in high school and I would always see the same older people there. They are STILL THERE!!!! IT HAS BEEN FOUR YEARS!!!! It makes me fearful of the future.
Tomorrow I'm going to another Foreign Service prep meeting through the Yahoo group. The last one I went to was kind of weird, all the guys were way older and like ex-I-Bankers. They were surprised that I had just finished college and was already trying to apply. I guess people in New York don't hear about the foreign service as much or something, the groups I attended in Washington had people of all ages. Ahhh maybe this one tomorrow will be different.
Home is boring, but I don't know why I expected it to be different. I got my dad an ice-cream maker for his birthday yesterday and since he's uber-busy finishing up some web design project that is due tomorrow, I decided to start the first batch myself, at my little sister's insistence. I made an awesome concoction of chocolate, cocoa powder, roasted almonds, bananas and chocolate chunks. Right now, it resembles a giant batch of melted ice cream goo, but it still tastes amazing and is going to be orgasmic once its done tomorrow. My next step is to rent a donkey and a boombox and cart it around the neighborhood parks, selling all-natural ice cream. If people buy $3 popsickles from the ice cream truck, they are sure to buy homemade double-churned ice cream from me and my donkey.
I need a haircut, but I don't know what to do!! THe dilemmas are as follows:
1. I really want to try going blonde. But my mother claims we have bad grey hair genes and if I start dyeing my hair now, it will start graying by the time I'm twenty five. however, I am soooooo bored of my current hair.
2. I really want long hair. But I have been trying to grow it out since I got back from France, and I am convinced it is STILL the same length. All I get is trims every couple of months. Maybe I should just give up?
3. My highlights have grown out. My mother is convinced that unless I make it uniformly brown again, I will not pass my foreign service orals next month. I doubt this, but at the same time, I know something must be done about the grown-out highlights. And soon.
4. If I do get a real cut this time, what should it be? A twenties bob? One of those things that go diagonally short in the back, longer in the front? The same thing as now, just shorter? A mohawk? Ahhhhhhh!
anyways, here's a pick of the hirschhorn after hours party like a month ago. I think that was the most fun I've had in a while...
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|09:05 am] |
So as part of new years, me and my friend decided to create this list of things we have to accomplish each week. And then every sunday we've agreed to meet at a new place for brunch and go over our accomplishments. Haha and part of it is writing more so I've decided to start updating here again...except I have also managed to lose my camera somewhere so posts shall be boring I'm afraid until it is recovered.
Anyways, last night we went out to this place called the Russia House. It was, as my friend put it, "Moscow with no face control"-a conglomeration of the sketchiest Russian-speaking population of Georgetown. Good thing there were enough guys in our group to deter them, but like I couldn't even order a drink because the guy standing in front of the bar was so weirdly creepy. Russians are usually so much fun if they're not sketchy, it was really a disappointment :( I also heard a lot of people talking in French and it mad me miss Paris SOOOOOO much! Maybe I should just try to find a job there....or teach english next year. I don't even know why I go out anymore-its expensive, I have yet to meet anyone cool, really I can dance on campus and to music that I have more of a say in. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2008|11:31 am] |
Now that I have daily internet (8 whole hours at work everyday!) I figured I can start getting active again. So I'm back at Georgetown, overpaying for housing but I had to do it because I couldn't spend the entire summer at my parent's house. Like....I move in and my entire closet is filled with my dad's old soviet university physics textbooks and my sisters extra toys and clothes. I didn't even take my clothes out of my suitcases the entire time. The bed was mostly occupied by the new cat. And I felt too guilty to go explore NYC or do anything most days because I felt like I should be helping around the house or helping to take care of my sister. So I decided it was better to just move to DC.
I have a new job with a firm called Social Technologies. It only pays minimum wage, which barely even covers rent, but hopefully it helps me out later on. I'm mostly doing research on Russian markets and stuff, its not too bad. And all the supervisors are nice, so no big complaints. I also got hired at Annie's Cream Cheese, a pretty well-known designer vintage store around here, I start next weekend.
The rest of the time I spend trying to decide what to do with my life in a year....I can't believe college is almost done! I start studying for the LSAT and got pretty good results, but I'm just not sure about being a lawyer. So I've been doing some other research. The fellowship office at school says that my chances at getting a Fullbright are nil with my current essays, maybe I'll just apply for a teaching assistanship in France. I'm also considering the MSc program in Environment and Development at the London School of Economics. Its only a year, so I won't have THAT much debt, and it might help me get a nice consulting job. I just don't wanna live in the states. I know its the perfect country for most people-all the opportunities, etc. But I hate the food, the work-first mindset, the men, the lack of any aesthetic or fashion sense, lack of interest in anything but making money or being successful. I just don't want a cushiony life in some suburb with 2.5 kids, a bmw, a "perfect" husband who I'll stop having sex with after the first six months, and constantly worrying about food, exercise and gaining weight. I want to see the world, experience new things, go to museums, be surrounded by stylish and sophisticated people, have intelligent conversations, fall in love, eat real food...its not gonna happen here, I know it. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2008|12:40 am] |
What color is your toothbrush?
Green and Clear
Name someone that made you smile today?
Justin
What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Hanging out with friends
What is your favorite candy bar?
Trader Joe's Black Belgian Choclate
Have you ever been to a strip club?
not really
What is the last thing you said aloud?
Good night!
What is the best ice cream flavor?
Monkey Bites
What was the last thing you had to drink?
Chai
What are you wearing right now?
Sunflower summer dress, sandals, black flower shawl
What was the last thing you ate?
Grapes
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
A dress on Ebay, a dress from H&M
When was the last time you ran?
Today, on the treadmill
Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on facebook?
My friend Sarah
Do you take vitamins daily?
Nope. I should though
Do you go to church every Sunday?
Never
Do you have a tan?
I wish....its usually fake
Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
Definitely
Do you drink your soda with a straw?
When available
What did your last text message say?
No clue...it was a while ago
Are you someones best friend?
I hope so ;)
What are you doing tomorrow?
Getting a job, going to Urban Outfitters, unpacking, doing a practise LSAT, drinking
Where is your dad?
Ummmm sleeping probably
Look to your left, what do you see?
Boxes and unsorted things
What color is your watch?
I never wear one
Do you use chapstick?
Cherry flavored :)
What is your birthstone?
Saphire, and I love it!
Go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through?
Go in....actually better avoid fast food altogether, but why ruin the eating ritual?
Do you have a dog?
It died a few years ago
Last guy you talked to on the phone?
Scott...yesterday
Last girl you talked on the phone with?
Yulia
Any plans today?
Bed?
Do you dye your hair?
Never have.
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
No jobs!
Can you say the alphabet backwards?
It would take quite a while....
Do you have a maid service clean your house?
OHhhhhh I wish!!! How do I want one!!!
Are you jealous of anyone?
Anyone with a quality internship
Do you love anyone?
Yes
Do any of your friends have children?
No
Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Well dislike a LOT...
Do you use the word hello daily?
Probably
Do you like cats?
Yeah.
Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Yes, not a big fan though
How did you get your worst scar?
I fell off a giant trash bin when I was five....don't ask what I was doing on top of one in the first place |
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[May. 4th, 2008|10:51 pm] |
So my landlady just kindly informed me that I have to be out by the 28th because her granddaughter is moving in....great. Now I have to find a place to stay for the last few days of school, buy tickets earlier than planned (thank god I hadn't paid for any yet), AND spend three months at home. My plan for not dying:
1. Try being completely vegan for three months. NO CHEATING!
2. Join a gym.
3. Study many, many hours for the LSATs.
4. Take online courses to bring GPA up.
5. Explore NYC when not interning.
6. Ugh...learn something new? Sewing? Cooking? I'll figure it out. |
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[May. 4th, 2008|12:34 am] |
So today I called my mom....and eventually the eternal question:
Mom: "So does your landlady still buy you pastries?"
Me: "No...I stopped eating them cuz i'm scared to gain too much weight" *expecting Mom to be supportive and be like 'Honey, you're in Paris! I'm sure a couple French pastries won't hurt!'* Instead, it goes like this:
Mom: "How much do you weigh now?"
Me: "Ugh......like 120? I'm not sure."
Mom: "Good, keep it up! I've got a whole new diet and exercise plan waiting for us to do together once you're back!"
So my summer is gonna be like high school all over again.....obsessing over food, eating disorders, way too much time at the gym and feeling like shit. Will it ever end? I just want to cut all ties with America once and for all. How can you be normal in a country where half the population is overweight, no one even walks to the grocery store five minutes away, but yet all compare themselves to starving celebs who spend 5 hours of the gym? I can't take a life of this. And it only gets worse once you get older and have to worry and wrinkles and Botox... |
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[May. 30th, 2007|06:39 pm] |
So two days ago was officially a week of sleeping in the Voice Newspaper office. It's developed into a routine. Like every day (or almost) we have to go to the gym because otherwise we can't shower. We'll do some cardio, then some weights, crunches, pushups, go to the sauna and sweat our troubles aways, then a nice long shower, do our hair, put makeup on...the whole process takes around 3 hours. Food-wise we've gotten quite good at turning raw spniach leaves+various scavenged food articles into some pretty decent dinners. I don't know what will happen once spinach stops being on sale at Safeway.
But the best news...
WE GOT TICKETS!!! And only $413, for NYC-Munich!! We were freaking out, because two weeks ago those tickets were $535, and we were waiting to get enough money for them, then the price went up to $620 from DC, then we looked today and DC-Munich was over $700. Luckily, I decided to check out the NYC-Munich flights and it turned out there were 3 seats left on a flight for only $400! It was like the God of Airplanes had smiled down upon us. So now its official. We've got plane tickets and tickets to the Southside Music Festival. And we'll find a way to survive once we're there, even if we have to live off of canned chickpeas for two months. |
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[May. 25th, 2007|09:12 pm] |
Life has been pretty crazy the last week...we've spent 5 nights now at the office, or "townhouse" as we call it so as not to arouse suspicion from eavesdroppers. The first night we decided to have a mini-party to celebrate our move-out so both of us were drunk and just passed out after we got to our room. Second night, Sarah decided to go over to JB's apartment, so I was sleeping alone. I was sitting in the dark, watching Desperate Housewives on my labtop, when suddenly I saw a light go off in the space between floors 4 and 5. Some of the tiles from the ceiling were missing, so whoever was there could have easily peered in. Actually, its not even high enough there for a normal person to stand up. Anyway, suddenly the light up there went on and I heard workers speaking Spanish. That was kind of scary....fortunately about 5 minutes later the lights went back off and what I assumed was a few maintenance workers left.
The next morning, I noticed my GoCard was missing. I immediately went online and saw that it had $10 less than it did two days ago on it. All I remembered getting was 2 cups of coffee and a snack from the vending machine. I suspended it and hoped that it would turn up somewhere. The next day, Sarah's card was missing, as well as her two credit cards. The GoCard office found that someone had been using them to try to buy vending machine snacks at the science building. Thankfully, the credit cards were cancelled before any major damage was done. We think we've figured out who the asshole from Darnall was who did this to us-there's a very suspicious-looking guy who we've seen walking by and peering into the common room a lot-but we have no evidence, so there isn't really much we can do. Asshole-he cost us around $70-$25 for each of our GoCard replacements, $10 from my balance and then $10 that he used to buy something with Sarah's credit card. Our plan is to use Sarah's pepper spray and a baseball bat to get him when we see him getting his late-night snack from the science building next time.
So last night was another freakish nighttime incident. Around 11:30pm, me and Sarah were sitting in the dark in the office on the computers, when suddenly we hear the door open and the lights go on. Our hearts stopped for a few moments. Then a maintenance workers who clearly spoke no english walked in, said "Ola!", to which we replied with a hesitatnt "Hi!", checked the garbage containers, and left. Sarah decided to bolt the door shut that night, which proved to be a wise decision, because at 5:30 am we heard someone trying to get in.
Today was pretty low-key. We went to the gym, mostly in order to get a much-needed shower. People must think we're really weird: I was putting on sunless tanner and brushing my teeth at the sink. I got a weird stare from one of the Yates workers. Then Sarah mad some lentils for lunch (it turns out lentils are mad cheap-80 cents for a whole bag and we only needed half for both of us). With some spinach, we managed to make a whole meal for like $1.50. Then we went to the post office to mail our ebay sales and stopped by Gap, which was having a pretty good lingerie sale. We made yet another dinner consisting mostly of Spinach, which has been our staple food the past week. This time it was raw spinach leaves, black beans that we had scavenged from some dorm, and granola that we got from the floor below. With some lime dressing that someone had left in the fridge, it became a rather tasty salad. Total cost-$1 for the spinach. If anyone knows how to do healthy vegan for cheap, it's us. Now Sarah's meeting some kid for coffee (she IS the author of the recent "Dating for Food" article, after all). and I'm in the dark voice office, wasting time online.
More updates to follow.... |
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| Pretentious Poverty |
[May. 22nd, 2007|11:05 am] |
And so begins our life as homeless people....
Let me clarify how this all started. One sunny day during finals week, me and my friend Sarah, in one of our never-ending efforts to procrastinate studying for finals, were smoking sheesha on the front lawn. We were both musing about summer plans, and neither of ours offered much excitement. Her dad had decided to surprise her with a nice present: a full-time summer Kaplan LSAT prep course. I was either to spend 40 hours a week sitting at a student guard desk, or else return to New York, where my mom had the equally pleasant surprise of arranging for an internship at her friend's law firm. Obviously, we had to come up with something different. And so we did. At first, we got profiles on aupair websites, and received numerous requests from families all over the world, from nearby New Jersey to China, Turkey and Dubai. That got us excited, but watching someone's bratty kids for $50/week wasn't quite the perfect summer yet. Then we realized that perhaps we could afford an apartment in a country with cheap rental prices. So we found a place in Prague that we could afford for 2 months. But why go to Prague, when there's a wonderful country called Spain, filled with magical architecture, hot spanish boys, open air markets and a lively nightlife? We found a room, with two beds, that was only a little more expensive than our one-bedroom Prague flat. Now all we needed was money. Which was where homelessness fit in.
You see, my friend got financial aid to attend pre-session. To pay for housing, they offered her an interest-free loan. But what if, instead of paying for housing, you could live for free and use it for a plane ticket to Europe instead? I was getting an extra week of housing for helping at graduation, and would have an extra bed. After that, there were three couches in the Voice office, where we could crash as long as we made sure no one noticed that two girls had made it their home. Then I got a pleasant surprise from the Student Guard Office: apparently, they had decided to pay for my housing until June 2nd. Which left us with only 13 days of homelessness. Excited, we grabbed a cart and started lugging our belongings to Darnall. Unfortunately, it turned out I had a roommate. And it was a girl whose real name I shall not mention here, but we have decided to nickname her poulet. Poulet had been my next-door neighbor last year, and I wasn't too found of her because she would start practicing singing at 2-3am almost every night. And we could hear it quite well through the cardboard walls of Darnall Hall. Plus I had de-friended her on facebook. And when we walked into my room, it was completely filled with her belongings, including my side-on my bed, on my desk, and in my closet. So it was decided that we would revert to our original plan.
To be continued.... |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|02:24 am] |
My life's been kinda hectic lately, I can't wait to just relax this weekend. Alternative Spring Break meetings and such are taking up a major part of any free time I have. Hopefully we get enough people to apply by friday. and I convinced Sean to drive, so we need only one more driver. I didn't really want him to go, because I'm probably gonna have to put up with him awkwardly hitting on me for 7 days but I guess I'll have to make the sacrifice for the betterment of the trip. Ahhhhh. And my friend started the Dining and Cuisine club, which is kinda awesome. Oh yeah, I also went to a Ballroom Dancing class which was really fun. And there were a few hot guys there as well. A few awkward and geeky-looking ones as well....and today while I was interning Stephen Kim IMs me and is like "I'm here"...he came back to Gtown for a few weeks apparently. I can't wait to actually see him! I didn't realize how much I missed him until I realized how much it made my day to know that I could see him again and hopefully this timenot have such an awkward goodbye moment.
On the bad news side, my labtop appears to be dying. I dont know if re-installing windows will even fix it. I was looking at IBM labtops and they start at like $600...so with my dads discount thats like 400 with tax so like $450....plus prob $100 for exras and stuff so like $550...I need to save money to go to Egypt/Paris for all of next year since I wont be able to work....on the other hand this computer is having serious issues and I'm gonna have to invest in a new one soon anyway. I was just hoping it would be after I graduated so I could spend more money on a really nice model. Hmmmm...I shouldve gotten one of the ultra-cheap ones dyring pre-Xmas sales. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2007|02:54 pm] |
Things that i did in 2006....
stayed single for the whole year? almost
kissed someone new: Yeah
made-out in a car: no
made-out on a car: not that I recall
had sex with someone you barely knew: Yup
went to a party: Lots
did drugs: Uhgg yeah
kissed the opposite sex: yes
kissed the same sex: ugh kinda
had sex more times then you can count: Sadly no
kissed in the snow: no snow this year!!! :-(
celebrated Halloween: yup :)))
kissed in the rain: no
fell in love: nope
had your heart broken: no
broke someone else's heart: perhaps
had a stalker: well...kinda
had a good relationship with someone: yeah...quite a few
came out of the closet: noooooo
gotten pregnant: haha never
gotten someone else pregnant: impossible
had an abortion: no
gotten married: no
had a divorce: no
done something youve regreted: yeah...like every day
lost your true love: no
lost faith in love: May be a little ....
kissed under miseltoe: nope
WORK/SCHOOL
lost your job: haha yes
quit your job: yes
dated a co-worker: no
dated your boss: no
took an honors/advanced class: i guess
broke the dress code: dress code?
sent to the principle's office for misbehavior: college->no more principles!!
got straight A's: haha i wish!
met one teacher you really like: Yeah
met one teacher you really hated: not really....
failed a class: no
cut class: of course
skipped school: you don't skip school in college....you just sleep through classes
got into a fight with a classmate: nah
did something you were proud of: Yes
discovered a new talent: a few
proved yourself an idiot: Many times
badly embarassed yourself in front of the class: not BADLY....
fell in love with a teacher: no
intentionally tripped someone: heheh I wish
got lead in the school play: never tried out
were involved in something you'll never forget: Oh yes
OTHER
painted a picture: I painted a spider on my wall....does that count?
wrote a poem: not this year I dont think
ran a mile: yeah
shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: I've entered a few times....and left 30 secs later
posted a blog on MySpace: yeah
listened to music you couldnt stand: Probably
skinny-dipped: nope
went to a sleepover: no
went camping: kind of....I slept in a deserted cabin on some island
threw a surprise party: yeah
laughed till you cried: yeah
laughed till you peed in your pants: noo
flirted shamelessly: only when I'm drunk
visited a foreign country: Egypt all the way!
visted a new state: yup
cooked a disasterous meal: all my meals are disastrous
drove the car drunk: no
lost something important to you: probably....
lied about how old you were: I dont think so
got a gift you adore: hmmmm
drank way too much: ummmm sadly yes
almost got arrested: haha too bad egyptian police would never arrest a foreigner....
got arrested: no
prank called someone: of course...its my fave occupation when i'm bored...
told someone you liked them: probly
bought something for someone? yes
played truth or dare: yes... |
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[Oct. 5th, 2006|12:41 am] |
So yeah, somehow got back into the world of LJ after like a 3 month absence....I'm now back at school, taking boring classes (Econ Statistics at 8:50 am anyone?), working two jobs and trying to make the best of sophomore year. Somehow school seems so much less interesting last year....econ stats is just horrible so early in the morning,especially now that its ramadan and I can't have a cup of coffee to pull me through, International Trade is exactly like microeconomics, except instead of Firm A and B its country A and B, Comparative Political System half puts me to sleep,half annoys the hell out of me because our uber-conservative germany-obsessed professor is so full of himself, I don't understand whats going on in Arabic, and Islamic Thought in Practice is interesting and fun but the readings are neverendless. And I still have to decide my major....
I got two new jobs, as a student guard (doing nothing but sitting at a desk),and the DEA giftshop, which basically gets no customers so I just sit there and read e-mail/online news all day. Can't complain. Hopefully I'll be able to save up to get out of the country again this summer. My whole family's going down to Russia, but I can't go unless I find an internship because my mom thinks I'm gonna waste my summer there. I don't wanna be there when she is though because I'll have to deal with curfews, etc. Sooo thinking about either going back to Cairo for language classes or an internship, or some other arab country. Beirut would've been awesome, if it wasn't for the war this summer. So maybe Jordan or UAE or something. Alright, I should probably head to bed soon since I've been very sleep deprived lately,and that combined with fasting is not a good combination. |
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Ahhh fuck....my mother is gonna make me insane one of these days. She asks me to make Cream of Asparagus soup, then flips out becuase I cut the tops off the asparagus. The recipe said only use teh green parts and the tops looked purple to me....then she dumps the half-made soup into the sink (an hour's efforts gone to waste), starts screaming about how lazy I am, and the worst was when she grabebd $70 I had made babysitting and ripped it in half. That just set me off, if she wants to rip her own stuff go ahead but I didn't sit with 3 kids for nothing. Then tells me to stay at school for all future breaks. Like I'll ever even consider going home again after all the daily crap I have to go through here. The funny part was when she storms into my room complaining about how I spend all my time in front of the computer instead of being useful. The computer was turned off already, but she goes "I'm turning this off and don't you dare turn it on!". Pushes the button, the computer turns on, I'm like "good job" and she gets even more pissed and starts jabbing at the button, while the computer continues starting up. I swear I live with a bunch of idiots.... |
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[May. 26th, 2006|11:36 pm] |
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I love it how my family can never completely finish anything....like installing a new window in my room then not repainting the sides and failing to put in a handle that actually works and lets you open it. Or putting in an air conditioner that doesn't reach any outlet. Now how am I supposed to fall asleep when its a million degrees in here?!? |
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[Apr. 28th, 2006|01:42 am] |
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So I got registration back....everything's good except NO ARABIC!!! :-O Hopefully some kind professor will let me into their class. And I didn't get my first choice for International Trade, but whatever. I don't have class on tuesdays until 5:40 and none at all on thursdays. Bur of course thats without Arabic. But still, if my ARabic fits in rights I might possibly have room for an intership. Which would be awesome. Two people are staying over for a STAND conference that my roommate agreed to house people for. Of course, my roommate just leaves them in our room for me to find while she goes to sleep over at someone else's place. Yeaaaaah. This is awkward. And i had way to much caffeine so sleep is out of the question. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|10:31 pm] |
So....I think I should probably get a haircut soon because of split ends....but I want to do something more drastic than my usual trim with some layers...should I got with bangs? more layers? chop a lot off?
That's kind of what my hair looks like now...I know its a pretty bad picture, but I couldn't find anything better because I left the cord from my digital camera at home. So...any ideas?
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